little things

hmm now i’m gonna write in English. why? because i really want to be good in English so i have to practice. why(again)? because with English, what i want to share or say can be understood by everyone around the world.

i feel very ashamed, actually..

yesterday, i had an interview and that interview was supposed to use English. And honestly for me, it’s messed up. My interviewer, their faces just like a parent who must try hard to understand what their babies say.. you get it?  

well, i know what my interviewer said, but i have to think it hard and they must give me very very very spesificly explanation.

and me? i have try so much HARD to answer the question with English, and -tadaaaa- i CAN’T .. that was very shamefull, people. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :’(

and now, i’m very pesimistic to join with organization like that..

ps: don’t laugh, i’m just practice

natyataniarza:

Jika namamu yang tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudz untuk diriku, niscaya rasa cinta itu akan Allah tanamkan dalam diri kita. Tugasku bukan mencarimu, tetapi mensolehkan diriku. Wahai seseorang yang telah tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudz, imamku, & ayah dari anak-anakku, engkau yang membersamai perjalananku nanti. Aku percaya kau sedang memperbaiki dirimu, memantaskan dirimu tuk jadi imam bagi tulang rusukmu, dan buah hatimu kelak. <3

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